(…) Since I was a kid."
"Which you refer to as 'back when you were happy.'"
"Right.
I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?
It’s tough to get out of bed; I know that myself. You can lie there for an hour and a half without thinking anything, just worrying about what the day holds and knowing that you won’t be able to deal with it.