Hey — guess what: You're the only creature with free will. How does that make you feel?
Because that's how it feels when you're depressed.
Well I've been where you're hanging, I think I can see how you're pinned:
When you're not feeling holy your loneliness says that you've sinned.
When your feelings build up and harden and die inside, then you're in big trouble.
That's the way you feel when you're beaten inside. You don't feel angry at those who've beaten you. You just feel ashamed.
The worst time to feel alone is when you're in a crowd.
Tell me how high / Do you think you'll go / Before you start falling?"
The people here / They don't hear you calling
How does it feel / When you're inside me?"
She's letting out her feelings. The scary thing is not being able to do that. When your feelings build up and harden and die inside, then you're in big trouble.
Ted said, "You're working for the Order now." "Yes." "How does it feel?" "Well, Doctor, it feels rather sore and tingly.
And so it is that you learn how to pass, if you're lucky, to look like everyone else, even though you're broken inside.