I don't want to be a passenger in my own life.
I close my eyes. And i scream. If my whole world is crashing down around me, then I am going to make the sound of the crashing. I want to scream until all my bones break.
Death is like my car. It takes me where I want to go.
It was the neurosurgeons who fascinated me. When they explained what they could do surgically to help, I thought, I want to be like them. I want to know what they know and have the ability to heal like they do. Eventually my grandfather got better, and my path in life was started.
When I die, I want to die like my grandfather who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car.
I want to go to sleep and not wake up, but I don't want to die. I want to eat like a normal person eats, but I need to see my bones or I will hate myself even more and I might cut my heart out or take every pill that was ever made.
When I said I wanted to die in my sleep, I meant I wanted to be stepped on by an elephant while making love.
When I go let it be like James Dean, I don't want to die slow.
I'd like to die like my old dad, peacefully in his sleep, not screaming like his passengers.
I want to go to sleep and not wake up, but I don’t want to die.